tragic and messy
I forgot how great and not great it is to have a crush on someone. It’s great because you can’t help but feel all giddy when you see them. It’s not great because you’re not close enough to ever actually amount to anything significant…I really wish I could just stop being so awkward and make conversation with this guy. That’s literally all I want to happen every time I see him. But my awkward, introverted self is just like “wait for him to approach you” and he does, but not in a conversation type way. More like a small talk, we can be friends way. And if he does reciprocate the crush, I’ll never know bc he’s just as awkward as I am. Bleeeeeeeeeeeeeh crushes are the worst :/
I’ve started talking to the pictures on the walls.